FFXV will be the death of me. I want to play the end SO SO BAD. BUt. NOT. YET. because i still want to live lmao
#tbh i was thinking about streaming the last chapters #but i figured i want to be alone with the bros by the end #and i will sob so badly and maybe even get breathing problems #who knows #i dont want anyone to see me in this vulnerable and pathetic state.i just want to enjoy the last moments #with them in peace and privately in my room #with my blanket around me and a pile of tissues soaked in my tears #im preparing my heart as best as i can #because so many people warned me #my friends who just finished playing one after another are going trhough emo phases #and im like whaaatt the ffcckkkkk #im extremely weak to those kinds of stories but at the same time #it's so my jam???? it's totally my cup of tea and bcs it fits my taste so so well #im going to go down and im scared af man....